I thought i should feel guilt because of the way i bastard u. But the truth is, i didn't.

I must say, i am surprised/amused by myself. How uneasy i truly felt and how truthful i am to myself and to you. It wasn't easy at first. But i'm glad i faced myself.

Maybe i wasn't clear enough, but I really wish you know what i really mean. If u really do know me, you won't even try to mend it. Cos it will never work.

Like i've said, people who i distanced away, won't be close again.
Simple but true.

I have no energy to think how u would feel...because i want to be selfish this time.

It really is a point of no return, if you realize.